falling back into place......
Well, It's been almost 9 months since I last blogged.... Things have changed quite a bit. In May I finally won my lover back....It wasn't easy though. I gave in....all the things that separated us to begin with....I decided it was better to have him in my life knowing that he wouldn't marry than to never have him in my life. I'm still not sure what my reasoning was for caving in....I had several offers for marriage and courtship, but I love him...and nothing or no one can replace that. So the big hurdle in our lives is his monster...er...mother....she is a rather pig headed, extremely independent business woman who only has her son in her life. She is very adamant that no woman will ever be good enough for her son...and therefore...we do not talk. In the almost six years (give or take a few) that we have been together, I can honestly count on on hand how many interactions I have had with her....and only the first one was, dare I even say, positive. I have even asked...