WELL, WELL, WELL..... I certainly thought that when things came back together, that the pieces would fit where they needed to. Well...that is definitely not how it works. So...I have lost my mind it seems. I've had a procedure done to sterilize myself. No. I do not want any more kids. I have the one perfect one and that's all. So in order to do this procedure, I needed to take hormone pills. This was NOT a good idea. So I took the pills, got totally damned crazy in the head...started almost pre-menopause type feelings...hot flashes...very blatant mood swings....unstoppable crying....a total basket case. Then came the procedure...which was a piece of cake really. Then, because the procedure cannot be "totally effective" for 3 months, they offer the depo shot. A three month birth control shot. Oh, that's great I thought. That will work out perfectly. hah! again.....it's filled with those fuckin' demon hormones and I am now smack dab in the middle of...