miss pissy pants is throwing a pity party today. why is it so bad to want things to go your way, just once? to want recognition for the things you do....ever? how bout we just all run the hell away... oh wait, I'm a grown up....we're not supposed to do that now. there's gotta be a better way....
I need some time to heal, he said….. I’ve lost my best friend and now my head is spinning….my mind is numb….I am completely lost…. I’ve spent the last five years doing everything I could to make this man happy…because ultimately that is what makes me happy…I’m a pleaser….I’m not happy unless I know I can do something worthwhile for someone else. I miss his silly laugh. I miss his voice of reasoning coming at me every time I complained about something not going my way. I miss his squeezing hugs. I miss his eyes…changing color with his moods…. I miss making passionate love to the only person I have ever been so physically compatible with… I miss his kiss….I miss his bites on my neck, cause he knows that makes me drop to my knees. I miss how he just never stops….always working…helping others…no matter what time or what the reason…he’s up and gone when the tone sounds…and to return to me…waiting for him. I miss doing his laundry for him when he was away or busy…because it gave ...
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